I caught a wave.

So yes, I have been out of commission for quite a while and for that my dear readers I am truly sorry... I really have no excuse, and for those of you who know me, things in my life have just been, kind of weird to say the least. I am finding that I go through the motions of so many things, but I actually don't feel them or appreciate them or even enjoy them sometimes. So I find myself doing things just for the Hell of it and well, I'm done, DONE. I've been riding a wave and it's crashed so Im gonna hop on the next one. But let me fill you in on the little wave I've been on... readers digest version of course.

SO.
I met a guy, and he liked me.
We started dating, but... something was missing...
While this has been happening,
I've been transfered at work and my fellow employees hate me and gossip about every mistake I make.
My mom tends to misunderstand me and our current stance as roommates is pretty disppointing.
My friends are always there.
I faced a few fears...
I tanned in the tanning bed & I visited my college town.
My College Best friend is moving right next door to my Ex-BF and my cat.
I have decided I'm worth MUCH MORE than I give myself credit for.
I stopped running because I was too busy making out, but I'm starting again.
I have 4 weeks until my European adventure.
AND,
I've decided I'm not ready for a realtionship...

Thats been my life in a nutshell... AND thus, I find myself being a re-born again practicer of Patti. So here we go... *again*