I definitely don't wake up in the morning feeling like P-Diddy.

Have you ever woke up and laid in your bed and thought, " Damn, I wish I was happy?" Yeah, don't lie. Maybe you find yourself in a relationship that isn't where you want it to be, or maybe you aren't treated the way you want to be treated OR deserve to be treated or you're not in a relationship at all. Maybe you're a little overweight, or aren't active enough and man... it is Girl Scout season, and you have managed to eat your way through 3 boxes of cookies, all different types, eating one box a week at work... I don't know, maybe you see relationships crumbling around you because you have no fucking idea what you want, and in the meantime you are too worried about worrying about the future to live in the present. OK. You don't know me, but maybe you do. I could be your best friend, or a co-worker, or maybe even a friend of a friend you met a party last week when you had one too many drinks...or, I could be you. Regardless, it doesn't matter who I really am because I think we have all woken up with burdens we carry on our shoulders about ourselves, the past, the present, relationships, love and life..and those things I shared with you that I wake up thinking about on a daily basis are probably thought about by a lot of people in this world, maybe even P. Diddy.... what do you think?



I wake up every morning trying really hard to make TOday, THEday to be happy. I think about things that could help me be happy... and ways to make my life a little more interesting, a little more upbeat, have fun, and maybe, just maybe, be happy . So, that is my challenge... to be happy, and to have fun doing it. Sounds easy, right? Yeah, lets hope so *Optimism is key* But to do this, I have sought help from one of my favorite women to watch on T.V. and that is the one an only Patti Stanger AKA the Star of The Millionaire Matchmaker which airs on Bravo. I fell in love with Patti, and her practices shortly after I watched her work her magic on Millionaire Matchmaker. She is brilliant at what she does, and has a very high success rate. If I had a million bucks I would walk into her office and ask her to work her match making skills to find my soul mate, BUT since A. I'm not a millionaire & B. I don't live in L.A. I have decided to buy her book, "Become your Own Matchmaker- 8 Easy Steps for Attracting Your Perfect Mate" written by the One and Only Patti Stanger, with Lisa Johnson Mandell. And this is where the fun begins....